So today has been a usual day at I was thinking of a topic to write about, Was always wondering whether to start with something simple or complicated.
So today's topic was going to be Unconditional Love.
A per definition unconditional love is love in its purest form,
Where a person loves another person without conditions attached.
It's easy to say that you want to love a person unconditionally but how easy is it to actually do?
Well in my situation it's with the girl I love right now,
We have been dating for almost 2 years since August 20th 2012 and we ended June 21st,
I loved her a lot and I really did we were really close we seemed like that overly attached couple who could talk about anything and living life together seemed so possible, Thought no matter how sweet the relationship may have been it had its bitter end. And after awhile we managed to stay friends. Now this is where I could say I unconditionally love her, I love this girl and I really do but it wouldn't matter if she loved me back or not and I wish that she would live a happy life,
But is it unconditional love, it would seem so, Could it be that I'm being the friend who helps her whenever he can and hope she's happy with whoever she's with. Or would it be me thinking and hoping that one day she would fall for me again. See now that defeats the whole unconditional love meaning.
I would like to say I have moved on and I could live on looking for someone else, but have you ever felt that feeling where it wouldn't be the same loving someone else, no matter how perfect that other person may be, the feeling that it wouldn't be the same because of all those memories you shared with your ex, Well that's just the kind of person I am I guess, the guy who only feel he should date someone he could see himself marrying one day. Otherwise I could see myself becoming that guy who has commitment problems,
For me this has been my second relationship with someone and it has also been my second long term relationship as my previous relationship also lasted for two years,
We love someone as the person they are, we learn to love their imperfection even if we don't realise it, and we are weakest when we make decisions out of emotions, To the girl I love and still love, I will wait for the day you fall in love with me before I say it again...
Well :P sorry for the messy and confusing post today, if I have the time I may have to look through this post and probably redraft it, well have a nice day or evening, Feel free to leave a comment, feel free to leave a comment asking for advice, if you want your comment to be kept private please include that in your comment,
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